gosh. next week would be a veri veri stressful week.hais. 4daes dou got tests. summore still have to do marketplace.sucks la!!! must pray hard that this quarter can earn. if not gone case le. =[[most importantly, i must motivate myself to tink hard for the jap oral script!!although i have been cracking my brain for the past few daes, but nth comes out. sad.
haf to rem all the vocabulary as well, if not i would be so dead on thur.!! =[holiday pls come faster!!!i wanna go shopping !!!!!!
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.
im so lazy to blog nowadays..was quite buzy throughout this whole week..busy with marketplace proposal & sch work.hais. sae dao marketplace jiu veri gek !!topid hell shit teacher. he's realli veri shit !hate him! hate him!!hais. anyway week 8 is a nightmare for me!there's AIM lab practical, JAP test and JAP oral.hais. having difficulty remembering those jap words lahs.summore haf to prepare a speech for oral. kill me!i cant even form a sentence in jap. and now i haf to prepare a 2mins speech in jap.that seems so impossible for me.i realli realli veri regret taking JL2 this semester.din noe it would be so difficult and stress la.hais no more weekends for me for 2 wks. gonna study jap !! rem every single word. if not i would be veri dead on 8May 07.hais i so envy my brother la. holiday so long.todae still can jio his friend come over play mahjong !so tempting !!! tsk!.
what we could have been, 7:04 PM.
so many tests nowadays. and there's hmwk every single week.worst of all is jap is getting more n more chim alrdy compared to last semester. 2 programming tests coming up next week. so stress.. anyway, saw sihui and meichun at j8 yest.it been so long since i last saw them =[i miss them so much !!hais. when can i slack and slp lyk a pig ?when can i have the time to go out with my friends. ?mood haf been changing constantly this few daes. i felt that im going to break down veri veri soon.
what we could have been, 4:53 PM.
todae, finally i realised how bad and horrible i am.all thanks to the gal who had made the comment abt me.although after hearing the comments made by her, i felt veri angry and depressedbut it was her comments that made me felt that perhaps i shld change the way i behave in public from now on.hais. i've been trying veri hard for the whole ddl lesson nt to tink abt it. but i just cant do it ! why cant i just ignore that hurtful comments. im so useless. if only my life will end tmr. how nice will it be.no stress, no sadness. nth ! except freedom.y cant i go back to the past. whr tings aint so bad for me.hais. i felt damm bad that i ignored si karc when they toke to me just now.im so sorry. i hope u all will understand.if i din ignore u all earlier, i probably wont be able to ren until the end of the lesson.anyway i still must thanks u gals for being there with me. thanks bazhang and my "dog/owner" too.im sorry for always giving u guys troubles. and thanks for tolerating with my nonsense all this while.
what we could have been, 11:15 PM.
[ o3 o5 2oo7 - wednesday ]was veri tired early in the morning.as usual. the asshole ddl teacher taught so fast todae.bth . cant he just lower his speed of teaching ?!?hais. got ddl quiz next wed . tink ard 60 questions. wth.so damm stress.went to elp to do marketplace with nat after sch.headache. but we actually managed to complete ard 3 to 4 hrs.phew . but still gonna go thru the whole ting again and make some editing .hais. everyting isnt going veri smoothly for us . =[[ o4 o5 2oo7 - thursday ]woke up very early todae cos of the RAD lesson.cannot late for this class. if not she will ..........reached sch at ard 7.52am. so me and nat walked slowly.then reached lecture room at 8am sharp. LOLSwe so zhun . ITP lesson as usual. so boring. it makes everyone sleepy !then OOAD is the best !!! got dolphin chop eh. so cute damm kan chiong for NTP lab test. and i cock eye la. nvr read the whole qn jiu write the ans . tskjap lesson was super stress again.many more words needed to memorise. gonna jiayou !its enuff! i cant take it anymore .hais. i duno how long more can i ren !but i will try !!!!someone help me pls ! ='[im breaking down any time .
what we could have been, 9:32 PM.
its 2.32am nowand im having a bad headache now !!most importantly we're shld be slping at this time after a long dae in sch. but right now, we're struggling over our topid marketplace project.stress. stress. and more stress.tink after wrapping up this quarter of the marketplace, gonna work on our infocom security project alrdy. but we dun even understand wad the teacher want us to put in our report la !!! *#$*&#*&(#&%( its only week 3, and yet there's so much tings to do.bloody hell !!!.. some of the teachers this sem totally sucks !so irresponsible. hais. next week gonna haf practical test alrdy and i noe nth abt the lab. this semester super hopeless . hais =[[i cant take it anymore .somebody kill me pls !!!
what we could have been, 2:15 AM.
im so tired !i cant take it anymore. =[projects projects and projects.one after the other. lyk so wth.hais. early in the morning and i feel lyk slping alrdy.luckily i saw him* before ddl lesson, if not i cfm wanna slp in ddl lesson!! he's my energy !!!hope i can see him* everyday in sch !! so i wun feel so dead and tired =)stayed back in sch to do marketplace and infocom security project.and i dun even understand the guildlines of the infocom security. how dumb can i be.hais. suddenly everyting seems so meaningless for me. =[
what we could have been, 6:04 PM.